Wednesday, March 18, 2015

New Question

Yesterday a new question popped into my head:

Did he starve to death, or was he asphyxiated?

I could go through the autopsy report again, I could put myself through the trauma of calling my doctor and forcing him to talk to me about it, I could do tons of reading around umbilical cord accidents, seek out other parents to connect with, read blogs, get as close to an answer as I can, do all the usual things to fill in the horrific blanks.

But in the end, he will still be dead. Forever.

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