Tuesday, January 08, 2013
Dream - One Year + Two Days
I had a weird dream last night. I guess "weird dream" is sort of redundant. I was driving around and had a baby strapped in an infant car seat in the car but the baby had died. We brought him to a house and the people there started caring for him but I didn't tell them he had died and they didn't realize it. Finally I went into the room to tell them and I saw that the baby was moving around and breathing. I was so happy, I thought - I was wrong, I made a mistake, he's alive! I went close to him and started snuggling and kissing him (I wasn't sure if I should do this) and he turned to me and said, "What's your name?" And for a split second I thought about saying "Andrea" but I said, "Mama!"